Monday, January 6, 2025

School Library Hacks: Calendars as Teaching Aids and Posters

 

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Recycling and repurposing in the school library These posters from an old calendar can be used as visual aids for a class - Filipino, Art and Design, Civic Education and the Humanities.

♬ International Day of Human Rights Song - The Lyrical Lanterns

Sunday, January 5, 2025

Stories for Growth and Healing: The Kite of Stars and The Hobbit and Philosophy


Over the holidays, I revisited a story and two books that continue to leave an impression on me: The Kite of Stars by Dean Alfar, The Hobbit and Philosophy, and Herman Hesse’s Siddhartha. Each offered its own blend of magic, reflection, and wisdom, aligning with my personal journeys the past year. These books reminded me of literature’s transformative power and the unique ways stories heal connecting us to ourselves and the world.

Dean Alfar’s The Kite of Stars remains an enchanting tale, brimming with poetic language that defies convention yet feels intuitively right. I revisited it in preparation for a literature lesson, drawn once again to its magical phrasing and layered meanings. The story’s portrayal of love as both a fulfillment of time and presence struck me deeply. The nameless butcher’s boy, who sacrifices his life’s essence for a dream that isn’t his own, embodies devotion in its most profound form.

Sigh. Maria Isabella, that bratinella, does not deserve the butcher's boy. And to this day, I fear that one of my children loves the way the butcher's boy loves. Ah, there! The Kite of Stars' magic lies not only in its fantastical world but in the truths it reveals about the human heart.

In The Hobbit and Philosophy: For When You Lose Your Dwarves, Your Wisdom and Your Way (edited Bassam, et al) invites a more introspective journey, delving into the wisdom behind Tolkien’s beloved characters and themes. I focused on my favorite chapters, which explore how walking connects us to the earth and our thoughts, the power of language in shaping meaning, and the essential role of play. These insights gave new depth to the familiar phrase “choose your battles,” reminding me of the justice and the necessity behind struggles worth undertaking.

This semester, our grade 8 English teacher will take on The Hobbit in class. I will request for a sit-in since he read this book in earnest. What a delight to share our own passions and geekiness to our students who, born in this generation of Zs and Alphas, may not respond the way we gen Xers do. Then again, this is the challenge of reading and teaching literacy where in we derive much joy.

For Siddhartha, my review can be read here.


Saturday, January 4, 2025

Book Review: Siddhartha by Herman Hesse

I started rereading Hermann Hesse’s Siddhartha at the beginning of December 2024 but finished it on New Year's Day. I went back to old reads - The Kite of Stars, a short story by Dean Francis Alfar and The Hobbit and Philosophy: For When You've Lost Your Dwarves, Your Wizard, and Your Way, that's why.

Yup. I gave myself a good session of bibliotherapy. Now, for my review of Siddhartha, a book that Kim Namjoon read or recommended (an assumption since he posted this on his IG Story last December 2025).

Religion provides us a structure to practice and make evident our faith. However, there are religious rituals that may prove rigid and superficial that it drives us away from faith that is real and life affirming. In Siddhartha, my take away is this: true authenticity and spirituality come from embracing both life’s joys and struggles. It’s not about escaping challenges but fully immersing oneself in them to find peace. And there I find a similarity to Ignatian Spirituality because, when praying through the Examen, one is able to look at the highs and lows of pivotal life events; the happy times and the sad moments of the day where grace and gratitude resides. I think this experience is synonymous to finding inner peace and striking a balance in life.

Kim Namjoon’s documentary, Right People, Wrong Place echoes this search for balance. Like Siddhartha, he reflects on finding harmony by accepting life’s imperfections and contradictions. Both explore the idea that peace comes not from avoiding hardships but from understanding and growing through them. Namjoon’s journey, much like Siddhartha’s, is about learning to embrace life in its raw, authentic form.

Like Siddhartha, like Kim Namjoon, one needs to be brave to be able to do this.

Thursday, January 2, 2025

2024 In Retrospect: Books Read and Reviewed

Before I begin making a new reading list for 2025, here is a rundown of books I read and posted reviews on in the blog and in my IG.

Human Acts  by Han Kang

Cliffton Strengths Finder by Gallup

Crying in H Mart by Michelle Zauner

Who Saved Who by Roslyn Cohn

Ipis Man by SKAIT Comics

Trese 8 by Budjette Tan and Kajo Baldisimo

The Miracles of the Namiya General Store by Keigo Higashino


Firefly by Augie Rivera

Holding On by Sophia Lee

Essays After Eighty by Donald Hall

Inquiry Based Learning by Teresa Cofman

Collaborating for Inquiry-Based Learning by Virginia L. Wallace and Whitney Norwood Husid


The Courage to Be Disliked by Ichiro Kishimi and Fumitake Koga

Pretty Peach by Reni Roxas


Demian by Herman Hesse

Ferdinand Magellan by Candy Gourlay

Excluding the books I re-read, I finished 19 books this year! YAY! 6 of them are books read and recommended by members of BTS. Can you hazard a guess?


Tuesday, December 31, 2024

In Retrospect of 2024: 1st Day of the Month Blog Post

Keeping a blog tradition of curating a the month's 1st post for the year 2024. 

January 1 The events and the milestones I experienced in 2023 overwhelms me still. I will hold on to these photos for now and allow the days to roll over while I reflect on the year that was.

February 3I am truly grateful to the learning communities who have recognized and allowed me to be me. I do not follow society’s assembly line nor do I fit into an institutional mould. I have sharp edges and misplaced curves. Being consistent is a struggle for me, yet I yearn for the constants in life - respect, integrity, empathy to mention a few.

March 4 - Coming soon! A new picture book!

April 3 - Updated Bio: Zarah C. Gagatiga is a teacher-librarian of the Beacon Academy, storyteller, literacy coach, reading interventionist, and award-winning author from the Philippines

May 2Thank you, Pam Capacete and Hope Builders for including my book, Beybi Bibe in your organization's reading campaign.

June 2The Philippine Association of School Librarians, Inc. (PASLI) in collaboration with Saint Louis University will hold its 42nd PASLI National Conference with the theme “IntenZfied School Libraries: Fostering Inclusivity and Diversity" on June 26-28, 2024 in Fr. Francis Gevers Hall, Saint Louis University, Baguio City.

July 1 - ARMY Month Day 1: I am letting go of this hand built ceramic plate hoping that the ARMY who will get it may find joy and comfort because, I was happy and content when I made it.

August 2 - Believing in the magic of new beginnings!

September 2 In light of the upcoming release of our new picture book, I Say Thank You (Lampara House, 2024), friends on Facebook shared their gratefulness as response to my question. "What are you grateful for?"

October 1 - Kuwentuhan Series: My Daddy, My One and Only!

November 2 - When art heals

December 2Teachers and librarians from Woodrose PAREF visited the Beacon Academy library for a collaborative exchange of ideas. 

Grace, Grief and Gratitude: 1 Day Countdown to 2025


D1 to 2025: Healing, Growth and Navigating Consequential Truths in Fandom 

Fandoms are spaces of passion, joy, and connection—but they can also be complex emotional landscapes where loyalty and individuality intersect. As an ARMY, I have always found strength in BTS’s messages of love, unity, and resilience. Yet, a personal experience with a former friend—who chose to multistan during a pivotal time for BTS—challenged my understanding of loyalty, solidarity, and forgiveness. 

The pain of losing a friend over a choice I struggled to understand left me feeling betrayed and questioning the depth of our bond. This experience happened during BTS’s military service, a sensitive time when unity felt more important than ever. The lack of acknowledgment or apology from this friend made it even harder to process the situation. Over time, I realized that this experience wasn’t just about multistaning; it was about the weight we assign to relationships and shared values in fandom. 

Multistaning, or being a fan of multiple artists, is a natural and common way to explore music. On one hand, it aligns with BTS’s own values of celebrating diversity and individuality. On the other hand, fandoms like ARMY thrive on collective efforts, whether it’s streaming, voting, or defending BTS against industry challenges. This dichotomy reveals a key truth: fandom loyalty is deeply personal but often viewed through the lens of community expectations. Balancing personal freedom with collective purpose can be challenging, especially in a passionate and tightly-knit fandom like ARMY. 

What I’ve learned is that the pain of betrayal often stems from unspoken expectations. In my case, I expected loyalty not just to BTS but also to the shared connection that fandom fosters. When that connection was broken, it forced me to confront another truth: grief is a natural part of losing something you deeply value. Yet, BTS’s ethos reminds us to choose love and kindness, even in difficult moments. As I reflected on this experience, I began to understand that while I cannot control others’ choices, I can control how I respond. 

I choose to honor my emotions while allowing myself to heal. I recognize that multistaning is not inherently wrong—it is simply a different way of experiencing music and fandom. However, I also acknowledge that actions have consequences, and fandom loyalty is built on mutual respect and understanding. By prioritizing forgiveness and focusing on the values that BTS instills in us—love, inclusivity, and respect—I am finding the strength to move forward. The truth is, fandom is as much about personal growth as it is about collective joy. 

To fellow ARMY and fans everywhere, I encourage you to reflect on your own truths in fandom. Whether you are a multistan or a single-group stan, the most important thing is to stay true to the values that resonate with you. Let us support one another with kindness, even when our paths diverge, and remember that healing begins when we choose to move forward with love. 

A healthy, peaceful and joyful 2025 to every fan of whatever kind, shape or size!

Sunday, December 29, 2024

Grace, Grief and Gratitude: 3 Days Countdown to 2025

 

D3 to 2025: Falling Leaves

I got an additional tattoo this December. I was supposed to get it on my birthday, but life happens.
Tattoo is art. Tattoo is storytelling.
This tattoo tells the story of my life right now—falling leaves, autumn; in Filipino, taglagas. It symbolizes loss, change, and the painful process of transformation. One of the most significant changes I’ve had to deal with is menopause.
Yes, hindi na ako nireregla. Masaya ako, sa totoo lang, kase hindi biro ang buwanang pagdudugo. Masakit. Madumi. Kailangang tiisin.
But that was what I learned from menstruation—endurance. I came to understand the cycle of my womanhood, like the moon that waxes and wanes. It was only later on, as I entered midlife, that I truly appreciated this pattern of blossoming and withering.
Now that I’ve hit menopause, I am learning anew. Although it is not easy dealing with this kind of loss mentally and psychologically, I welcome the changes it brings, both inside and out. One of these is the constant feeling of isolation. My need to bond with women—friends of the same age and stage in life as well as the communities that contribute meaningfully to society—is stronger than ever. In 2024, I have strengthened old ties; found communities aligned with my ethos and values; some have chosen to adopt me ( despite being insufferable on my worst days) while I have lost a few.
Of course, losing friends and people I once called family by choice is painful. But my cycles and seasons have taught me that every beginning holds an ending, and every ending ushers in a new beginning. The life-death-life cycle goes on.

Saturday, December 28, 2024

Grace, Grief and Gratitude: 4 Days Countdown to 2025

 

D4 to 2025: Si Golden at Si Ohren

Ang ganda-ganda na ni Ohren!
Sa maniwala ka o hindi, nag-agaw buhay siya noong Setyembre ilang araw matapos akong gumaling sa sakit na typhoid fever. Sumabay pa ang bagyo.
May outbreak ng feline coronavirus noong mga panahong yun. At dahil hindi namin naagapan ang pagpapa-vaccine sa kanilang magkakapatid, lahat sila ay nagkasakit at namatay. Nauna si Cali, sumunod ang mga bagong kapapanganak pa lang na mga kahel na kuting; tapos si Ashe, at si Sleepy na nadala pa namin sa vet. Maliban kay Ohren ang kanyang nanay na si Golden ang naisalba namin sa tulong ng aking hipag. At higit sa lahat, napakapon na ang mag-ina.
Malapit na naming makuha si
Ohren at Golden mula sa aking hipag. Magbebertdey na si Ohren sa January 26, 2025. May agam-agam akong alagaan silang muli. Nagtapat naman ang bunso sa disposisyon niya ukol sa mga pusa. Hindi pa siya ready. Naiintindihan ko naman kung bakit.
Iniisip ko ngayon, sa pagbabalik ng aming mga pusa, isa itong pagkakataon para matuto at magsimulang muli.

Ahjumma Reviews: A Shop for Killers

In A Shop for Killers, Lee Dong Wook plays an anti-hero who is in complete control of every situation his enemies throw at him. With a tight script and a well-woven narrative of deception and redemption, Wookie brings unparalleled depth and charisma to his character. His portrayal masterfully blends ruthlessness with vulnerability, creating a figure who is as enigmatic as he is compelling. The nuanced writing of the show complements his acting abilities, allowing him to navigate a range of emotions while maintaining the mysterious edge that defines his role.


What truly sets Lee Dong Wook apart in A Shop for Killers is his ability to elevate the entire cast. His chemistry with the lead actress, Kim Hye-jun who plays his niece, is exceptional. Their dynamic brings out some of the most heartfelt and transformative character arcs in the series. Wookie’s subtle mentoring presence, both within the story and as an actor, enables her to shine, making their relationship one of the show’s emotional anchors. His interplay with other cast members also showcases his knack for creating layered relationships, whether through tension, camaraderie, or betrayal.


Lee Dong Wook’s versatility as an actor is evident in every frame. From romantic leads to menacing villains, he has proven time and again that he can inhabit any role with aplomb. In A Shop for Killers, his androgynous aesthetic adds an intriguing layer to his character, amplifying the sense of unpredictability and allure. It’s this unique blend of talent, aesthetic appeal, and chemistry with his co-stars that solidifies him as the driving force behind the drama’s success.


No wonder it was 4th on Time Magazine's Best Kdrama of 2024. 

Friday, December 27, 2024

Grace, Grief and Gratitude: 5 Days Countdown to 2025

D5 to 2025: Ouie's Paintbrushes

These are Ouie’s paintbrushes. He gave them to me, one by one or in pairs, because he bought new ones from Lazada. Yes, they are hand-me-downs—very precious and dear to me.
“I have something for you,” he would start.
“Let me guess…” I would reply. “Paintbrushes!”
And we would laugh so boisterously that it rivaled the cawing of the crows roosting in a nearby tree. The personal joke was that I knew he had done something reckless or impulsive again (which often involved food), and I, in part, was his enabler.
I once told him that at some point, he had to hit the brakes.
He sighed and said, “I know.”
I would leave him to his disposition until his passing on October 22, 2023. To this day, I wish I had been more strict and upfront in keeping him in his lane. But I know it would have limited and stifled the creativity that flowed into his daily routines and habits, his beliefs, and the ethos he lived by.
I have seen Ouie create art countless times. It was like a second skin to him. I have seen him stage and organize gallery exhibits in school. He breathed this in and out, again and again. I have seen him engage with students, myself included, withholding judgment so we could gain and reclaim our innate creativity that had been marred and damaged by a cruel world. He was, and still is, most beautiful in this way.

Wednesday, December 25, 2024

Grace, Grief and Gratitude: 7 Days Countdown to 2025

D7 to 2025: Ginisang Gulay sa Giniling

Hindi naman ako nagpakabonga sa performance ko sa kusina kagabi. Lutong bahay. Lutong nanay. Ganun ka-simple. Low key lang ang goals sa Noche Buena.

Ang saya makita na na-enjoy ng mga bata ang niluto kong ginisang kalabasa at sitaw sa giniling. Nilagyan ko lang ng kaunting oyster sauce. Syempre hindi ko sinukat. Pinaikot ko lang yung sache ng Mama Sita’s sa ginigisa ko and that’s it. Gut feel. Naubos naman. Walang nasayang.

Lumaki ako sa ginisang gulay. Kung walang giniling, hibi ang gamit ni Mama. Na-realize ko early on as a working mom kung bakit palaging nagluluto si Mama ng ginisang gulay. In 40 mins, may kakainin na kami at makakagawa na siya ng side hustle niya. Pag weekend, lalo na kung Sunday, nagluluto siya ng ulam na may sabaw. Slow cooking. Comfort food.

Gusto kong ibalik ang routine na ito. Gusto kong gawing habit ulit. Isang paraan para panatiliin ang alaala ni Mama. Masarap siya magluto, sa totoo lang!

#gracegriefgratitude

Christmas Greeting 2024

 

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